Recently our small group at NCsoft went through a few changes, spreading us all out to other projects and teams. I think, knowing as much of the back story as I do, that this is a really good thing for the company and even the technology we are working on as well. I believe this will help pollinate many new and interesting game concepts and possibilities, especially in a company so well known for taking risks and trying new things.
That said, it was also a good time for me to step back and evaluate my own personal goals and life and see what I would really like to do next. There were great opportunities to be had at NCsoft to be sure, especially given my intuition about the future of the company as mentioned above. But finally I chose instead to take a break and perhaps get back to contracting for a while. It was a hard decision to leave full time employment, especially with this company. In the end though I really felt that stress and health and various other factors had built up far too high in my life. Things had progressed to the point where my creativity and energy were not at the levels I needed them at if I was going to progress towards those life goals.
What does this mean? Time will tell of course, but I plan to remain active in jME, perhaps even more so now (I may end up having tons of free time... yikes!) But also it hopefully means a nice one or two week vacation sometime soon.
Thank you NCsoft for believing in Java technology and for 2+ great years! It has been an amazing place and I will miss especially the very talented people I was fortunate enough to work with.
10 comments:
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Paul
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June 23, 2008 3:54 AM
Wishing good luck, good health and good jobs and a good vacation for you! I hope I'll have a vacation soon too. jcrpg is soooo stressful sometimes XP
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Kristy
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June 23, 2008 3:51 PM
Love you Josh!
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Renanse
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June 23, 2008 4:16 PM
Thanks sis!
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Wegg
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June 24, 2008 12:33 PM
Wow. Big changes. Best of luck.
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QTran
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June 30, 2008 10:52 PM
Hey, I just heard the news. I'm doing a lot of contracting myself, and I know how hard (and rewarding) it can be on your own. Good luck in your future endeavors, and if you're free for lunch, let me know! :)
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Renanse
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July 01, 2008 11:45 AM
Thanks Quoc, looking forward to that lunch. :)
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~Haunt_Føx~
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July 07, 2008 12:38 PM
That means you might have more gametime for lil brothers! =D
From your tone it sounds like you're pretty hopeful about the future. I am too. Look at it this way: you're married, but you're a bachelor in the business world again. They'll start lookin' at you as they pass wonderin' what they could do to get you on their payroll. -
StenKarl
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July 07, 2008 9:44 PM
Hey Josh,
I've been reading your blog for a while now. I feel compelled to offer support of your decision to move on.
I actually worked on Project Darkstar with Jeff and Chris a couple of years ago, and have always looked to you as a pioneer in the Java Gaming realm. Which is all to say that I’m sure it was a difficult decision to leave.
Good luck in future endeavors.
-Sten -
Neakor
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July 10, 2008 4:26 PM
wow big changes.....
but best wishes Josh! u've been really really helpful. Thanks alot!
and hopefully these changes r also good for jme and even the java gaming technology.

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